Good friends share not only the good but also the bad.

I spend a long time translating and reading the post. If half of what's posted is really how you really feel, I feel like giving you a hug and telling you it's alright.

There are actually a lot of people around you who cares, who are willing to listen, who are waiting for you outside your door. If you could just open the door and let them in, you will find that there are people who can help you in many ways.

You don't have to carry the burden yourself. You shouldn't think that asking for help is a burden because that's what friends are for.  When you stretch out your hands to help others, there are 10 more hands stretched out for you.

You jst have to take it. 😘

心痛。 Lost

-失去你从未拥有的, 不会比 失去你曾经有过的 更痛-

Losing something you've had hurts more because (in Chinese) 有感情
It hurts because you cared.

Seeing is Believing

There are various things on the streets of KL that goes unnoticed by most. We know it is there, that it exists but seeing it with your own eyes makes it all different.

I've never seen a real person sleeping under a bridge before; with a camp, some decent clothings and a mirror hanging on the side of the pillar.

I've never seen a real person jamming on a broomstick before. I do not want to call this fella crazy. Maybe he was sweeping the street of KL whilst enjoying the music from his headphones. You never know. He is happy.

I've never seen people cleaning the street of KL before. Going around the roadside sweeping leaves and rubbish and loading bags of them on the jeep.

We know these exist but has we acknowledge it?
Have we ever stop to think how fortunate we are to be living in a house?
To have more than what another person has?
To not have to spend the night sweeping the streets and clearing the rubbishes before the traffic starts in the morning?

I truly believe these are the things happening around us. And now that I've seen them with my own eyes. I learnt to appreciate things even more.

Annoyingly complicated

Being a good person is hard.
Helping another to be a good person is harder....

Ok!! Since I already in this situation, might as well work it through all the way.

First, convince them to let me take charge.
Second, make sure I found a job, he found a job.
Third, make sure we don't mess up.
Lastly, be convincing and survive well on our own!!

Don't care if u don't like. Don't care if u angry at me. Don't care if u scold.

I will work towards it. I will make this my goal!!!

I'm jealous

I swear I am trying not to make it obvious and trying not to feel jealous but I do...

Don't really know how to explain in well. Just that I will always ask the unrequired questions and then not liking the answer...

Much better if I don't ask next time...
It's no one's wrong. On the other hand, you can't control
Jealousy right? Just have to deal with it..
I will deal with it..

A moment of Reflection

Death is but a moment of Lost.
It should not be feared.

The process of death is more fearful.
The Pain and Sorrow won't go away even when we wish it be.

That is even more fearful.
Most when it isn't in our control...

When I reflect back to yesterday's experience, I cannot say I have gained a lot of insight on what I need to do in the future.But I learnt like the others in the room What the future need.What has to be and need to be done...

FEAR

Ack!!! I fear. Really. That moment there. I was worried, and disturbed. He call and he texted. Asking a stupid question. As if he didn't know exam is tomoro, he asked how was exam?? Either he did it on purpose to disturb me, or he is just plain dumb...