It's da Moving Song!!

I've Moved today.. suddenly got reminded of the Adam Couple Moving Song~~ Would like to listen to it next time when I'm sorting out the stuff...

it's starting again...

I'm starting again... thinking thinking.. and worrying that it might be inconvenience to others..

Hmm... should I? Should I not, Would we have time? Gotta make extra trip...

Haizz.....  Why am I like that.....?

Being an Ambassador

I was answering the above statement and found myself pondering about it for 30 minutes before actually writing it. Then, erasing and re-writing it again..

I found that I can't fully describe how it feels to be an Ambassador. I can write a whole A4 size paper on what SA is but that's just all in writing. I have gained more than I can say or share. Friends, Experiences, Self-Development, Realisation and the list goes on..

I did and exposed myself to things I've never in my life. Writing articles, conducting interview, attending 'formal' dinner, the list goes on.... These, I would not have chose to do and given the opportunity for. Not only did I commit myself to what's offered, I even enjoyed doing it. Just because I'm doing it with them and I'm doing it just because I enjoy doing it.

Words can't fully describe what I think of Ambassador.

Results Out Today!!

Been busy and not thinking about the Results Day at all. All the while just push it to the back of my head.
So, haven't been worried or nervous about it at all. Not until last minute anyways.

I've never thought I would feel nervous or scared to open the white and grey envelope. Not even when others asked if I have. The feeling just comes out of no where when 2 seconds ago, I don't feel anything at all. I guess that's the power of emotions. We can't control when we will feel it, and when we won't. We can only control what we show to others and how we react to the emotion.

So, I finally opened the envelope just to satisfy the curiosity although I told myself I won't open it until I reach home. So it won't affect my work. And I was just smiling the whole time after that. It sort of affected my work. But not badly. So, it's all good!!

Now that I know, proven to myself that hard work pays off more than smart work, I will work harder than last semester. Although I wont reach first class, I will work towards improving my grades some more. Cause I'm doing it for myself not for others.

I'm proving to myself that I can do better. :)  >_<