Why do we live?

It's a very common question: Why do we live in this world? What is our purpose in living? Other than fulfilling goals? Cause we make the goals ourself, why we make goals n purpose for ourself? What is the ultimate goal? I guess is to face n work out the challenges life throw at us.

The challenges gets harder n harder everyday, every year. Onces we go through one and facing a new one, the old one seem trivial n not as hard and important. Are these to prepare for future harder challenges? Self improvement? Learning? Maturity? But we going to die off one day anyway.... What is the point of having all that? Is there really an after life? Then what for we need the skills n knowledge we obtained from this life if we are going to be reborn as a blank slate?
Tabula rassa as what the behaviorist calls them. Or maybe like some other psychologists, we are born with prior knowledge because our soul from life before brought along knowledge from prior life?

What do I do?

I am crying again. Maybe at some point, I will think its not worth it to cry for you. But it's frustrating that I can't express everything out worrying you might hide deeper.

You aren't contacting any of us, we don't know how you are, what you are doing, where you are staying and even what you want.

Have you changed? How much have you changed and why? Have we not treat you well?

You know you can call us anytime. Ask us for help anytime, and tell anything. But why are you losing your contact like this?

Hiding away so we can't find u? Do u wnt to go missing and not see us again? What do you wnt?

What have we done to you that you have to do this to us?

I love u! Don't do this to us. Contact us please and come back. Don't go too far that you might even lose yourself. Find your way back to us please!!

I've always treated you more than a cousin, just like a brother to me. I don't save when I spend for u, I wholeheartedly wnt to help u.

We all do. So, don't ignore us and contact us..