Results Out Today!!

Been busy and not thinking about the Results Day at all. All the while just push it to the back of my head.
So, haven't been worried or nervous about it at all. Not until last minute anyways.

I've never thought I would feel nervous or scared to open the white and grey envelope. Not even when others asked if I have. The feeling just comes out of no where when 2 seconds ago, I don't feel anything at all. I guess that's the power of emotions. We can't control when we will feel it, and when we won't. We can only control what we show to others and how we react to the emotion.

So, I finally opened the envelope just to satisfy the curiosity although I told myself I won't open it until I reach home. So it won't affect my work. And I was just smiling the whole time after that. It sort of affected my work. But not badly. So, it's all good!!

Now that I know, proven to myself that hard work pays off more than smart work, I will work harder than last semester. Although I wont reach first class, I will work towards improving my grades some more. Cause I'm doing it for myself not for others.

I'm proving to myself that I can do better. :)  >_<