Let go!!

Wow~~ I think I achieved a lot today. You might be thinking what or how?

Today isn't very significant. But to me it is significant.
Today, I let go a lot of things.

• I can let go n step down of SA and officially take the role of advisor instead. 
• I can let go and handle well about people leaving early. Although it is a little disappointing but there isn't anything I can do about it. It is their choice. 
• I can let go n not feel sorry about it. 

Before this I feel and thought if she promise, then she will do. If she don't, I feel bad n annoyed. Now, I can accept it when it happens and tell her n myself that:
         "If she don't go, I feel bad, she feel bad. If she goes, she feel bad, I feel bad too... "
So, either way is the same. Just go, and have fun. At least the negative feeling she will feel is less. and on my part, I can forgive easily.

Even when I know and realize that people are taking advantage of that. Plus, she won't hate me or feel I'm clingy... Cause she can still have fun and other friends apart from me. :)
:( now I sound lesbian..

Does all good friends feel like this with each other? Hm... @,@"